What do I do while he's gone?

I'm 14 and I've been talking to a 17 year old guy who goes to the sam youth group as I do. He's been helping me out a ton with being abused by my parents, arthritis, depression, durgs&alcohol, etc. Well, he's going to be gone on a mission trip to Bulgaria for two weeks, then I'm leaving and won'y see him again until July 17th. 22 days from now. He's the only reason I'm alive right now, and I can't communicate with him until then. What do Ido to keep me happy and out of trouble while he's gone and I can't go to him for help? Please help me!